You know

Sometimes I can’t help but to feel lonely being so far away from home. It is not because I am physically alone, but there is just an empty feeling which only family and close friends can fill.


I think I need to go home.

I miss home.
 
But now is not the right time.
 
 
 
 
Then when is the right time?

So....which way do I go?

I'm confused

Look what I saw outside the office the other day

It was much bigger, brighter and closer in real life.

Cool huh! =D

Don't ask why my ass has gotten bigger

*food in the office

Just. Don't. Ask.

Work Lunchie

Posts from now on will be short and straight to the point. No more bullcrap from me. Saves you time to read too! How considerate XD

Work lunch started off with a platter to share...

and Salmon with mash for main course which was really tasty especially the potato...!

Was behaving myself during lunch because I didn't want to seem stupid to the bosses for playing too much with my camera =P So not many photos were taken. However, was able to get one...Me and Anne =) Hoho first time seeing me in proper working attire eh! Look so ah sam fml.

Anyway...lunch was good! I ended up feeling sleepy at work after because of the alcohol and all the food i stuffed in my belly ZzZZzz

i am back...i think...

Oh my god..it has been ages since I last updated. Let me see...heaps to update...heaps to talk about.

I miss blogging. I miss documenting about my life. It feels nice when I look through my old posts. It reminds me of the good (and bad) old days.

So yeah! I am back!!! *guilty* I know I told many people that I will update i will update but I never did. I am SORRY IT TOOK ME SOOOO LONGGG! >.<

So what is new?

I moved to a new city, new job, new environment, new faces, new friends, new car, new me (o.O?) and the list goes on....

I’ll update one by one =D

At the mean time, let me just say...I seriously need to lose weight! Like seriously. I think I will kill someone’s foot if I stepped on it. =.=

Okay, gonna stop here for now. Here is a photo of me in case you forgot how I look like. And wtf this photo doesn’t look like me now because my face is fookin full of pimples! Because? Update next time. I am too sad to talk about it (I’m actually just too lazy).

See you! =D

My thoughts...

Sorry for neglecting my blog lately. Now that I am back to the all so exciting kampung, it’s back to blogging days. Speaking of which, I don’t have anything that I want to blog about. I don’t know, I have so many things stuck inside my head, but I just don’t feel like talking about it right now.

Erm okay I think I should just write something off the top of my head.

I miss Penang. I remember the first time I left for Australia, I cried. I didn’t want to leave because I was terrified of being alone in a new place. I cried because I didn’t want things to change. I was comfortable with how I was and didn’t mind to study at a local University.

After years of coming back and forth, I got used to saying goodbye to family and friends. They got used to me leaving too.

However, things changed this time. I got really emotional when I was about to leave. I got so attached to everyone back home. I was attached before but never this strong. It was strange because this feeling is weird. It’s not like I’ve never done this before. I’ve been doing this for years but why do I feel like shit right now?

Just between you and me (not exactly I know this is a public blog but you know what I mean) I cried like a baby the night before I was leaving and on the day too. I couldn’t hold onto my tears when I hugged my friends. I burst into tears even if I try not to. I was not just teary...I was sobbing.

This time I didn’t cry because I was afraid, but because I truly will miss my friends very very much and I don’t want to leave them. I feel like our friendship changed from good friends to best friends to feeling like a family. We used to talk about anything and everything but this time we talked about more important and serious topics, talked about feelings and emotions, there were no secrets kept unsaid and there was nothing we couldn’t tell each other. I feel special. How many of us have found our soul mates? I am blessed, because I found mine.

There are no words that can quite express my gratitude towards what you guys have given me. Thank you all for the sweet and encouraging words. Thanks for the phone calls (Sorry for crying over phone when we talked) and messages to check if I was doing okay.

I will be strong, I will take good care of myself, I won’t make you worry, I promise. I miss you guys already. I really do. I will see you real soon. Take care all and all the best.
Love you, miss you, my BFFs.